Hello out there!
So here I am again- sorry for not writing in the last days.
The christmascelebration yesterday was just so beautiful! All started with the wonderful dinner which my father had prepared (it took him for about 3 hours!!). Ah I forgot to tell you that I got braces so it was quite difficult to eat...for a few days now its difficult to eat and I lost nearly 2 kg haha. Well I can't wait for the day where I can eat again properly*.*. After christmasdinner we had a big rush to go to mass but we arrived on time and it was a nice mass with a lot of beautiful songs (even when everything was very simple). When we finally came home we sang under the christmastree...our christmastree is just so beautiful and he smells so wonderful. We even have real candles on him (which I think is really dangerous but we always did it like that and there was never an accident or something wrong with it).
And theeeeeen we got our presents yaiii :)
I got a new desk for my room which is bigger than the last one. It's a white one and it fits so perfectly in my room!! Maybe I'll show you some pictures next time from a few things I got.

Tomorrow at 12 a.m. one of my best friends parents give me a lift to town where I will meet my friends and celebrate christmas with them aswell. I love our little christmaspartys. They are always so peaceful...with candles, cookies, presents, music and a lot of love. I really enjoy it to be with them.

Ahhh and on Silvester I'll see my boyfriend... can't wait to see him. Ok I just saw him last week but yes it's just always so nice to see him.

good night my lovely flowers!
Nives

My dear roses,
I'm home- finally. Right now I'm half sitting and laying in my little bed and listening to classic music.
I'm almost done with unpacking my suitcase and order the things into my wardrobe. Yesterday I started to wrap all the gifts for my friends and family and now it's all finished - I'm ready for christmas.
Yesterday I showed Similu my room and our kitchen in a videoclip which I sent him per whatsapp. He was happy about it and I'm happy that he is still a part of my life. Well I know that there will come times where we will get a bit lost in our own lifes and forgetting...
but we will always keep each other in ones heart and that's the most important.
Tomorrow I'll see my boyfriend and spend two days with him. I was never alone with him that much time I think. Tomorrow we will go out to eat pizza and on the next day we'll watch a movie at the cinema (probably starwars).
I think to see him again will heal all my little wounds. It was so sad without him sometimes I blamed him for this sad feeling. He has a lot to do - universitylife is hard, especially his study, so I really try to understand that now.
In the end everything will be so good and I really can't wait to see him. I'll go for a cup of tea now write you later,
Nives

Dear peoples,
I feel a bit sad right now. Today I saw my best friend in Bray the last time- it was a beautiful Meeting. We just sat in
my favourite coffee shop (I think that actually it's OUR favourite one now): Finnbees will always meen something to us.
After the coffee shop we went for the very last time to go seeing the sea. It was dark, we starred at the sea and sang with the melodie which my phone sang in this moment.
"I don't want to miss a thing". It's a great song. Then we walked home. He had to see his girlfriend which is ill at the moment. He told me how perfect she is and I am so happy that they get on better now.
We hugged a lot at the end...I don't realize that it's over now- but maybe it isn't really over. I love him and he does love me too - we love each other but it turned in a perfect way. We tamed each other just like the Little prince tamed the fox. maybe saying goodbye means saying hello to something new. That's why I want to start a to-do list for 2017. For me 2016 is over now. I did so many things I wanted to do and I'm a bit proud of how much I really did. It was a great year.
Now I start my new year with the to do list.




Apart from not seeing my best friend anymore, I'm looking forward to going home. Really...I'm so happy to see my beloved family again*-*

Good night everyone,
Nives