Hello out there,
it's nearly eight o'clock here and I'm sitting (as so often) in one of my favourite coffee shops down the beach. Today I saw Similu again and it was good to see him again. I like him so much...and it will break my heart to go away from this place knowing that I'll leave him behind like all the rest of the things I learned to love here.
On the other hand I miss home, I miss my family, my friends and my boyfriend Mr. Ton. I'm so angry at him but I don't even know why. Maybe it's because he isn't there but that's my fault alone- it was me who decided to leave home and go living nearly 3 month in Ireland. I'm afraid thinking of what I've done. I'm afraid that he forgot loving me like he did before. And I can't even be angry at him, because I was so selfish in this time. He needed to study hard and I always wanted his attention. I feel a bit sad and troubled today.

I'm tired but the girl from the coffee shop invited me to go out with her friends and her. So why not?
Maybe a glass of wine isn't a bad idea at all. Who knows^^

Good night,
Nives